And he said to me, "Do it now." Not even the tiniest doubt leaving open. No other way even close to pulling into consideration. Gently. The determining factor? No. Formulating a fact! "It do now." With his voice ... Sun warming. And I wonder ... fascinated. So powerful. Without a single word to say. The rain whipped through the dunes, and an incredible thunder and loud noises hunts the white flash of lightning against the black night sky, the heaving sea. Enormous. Shocking. Meanwhile, he stood there. Immobile. Upright. Sublime. The actual hands casually in his pockets. The sleek hat down over his narrow, though otherwise unrecognizable face drawn. A granite-gray shadow in the dark. I did not doubt a fraction of a second of his presence. He was so irrefutably there, like I had heard his words. The storm passed, a few meters to over to me. His voice in my ears? In my heart. And I have it understood in a moment, to the depths of my soul. "It do now." And I acted. Without hesitation, alone and in their own interest. Selfish? Absolutely. With all of my life energy. With a rest from everything that was much more than I had dared to hope. With a force of which can claim I procreative as they can to release a second time in this earthly existence in me. But in this one moment I did it. In the storm of my life. In deciding what would become of me. Man or mouse? I reacted so natural light as never before, just myself, and I say this in a millisecond ... I would have ... more ... overcome. Unimaginable. This true. And while I look up, I see him standing there. Resistant. In bad weather the storm. As it would go around it on the nothing - except me. Only me because he is present. And while I manage what should change my life forever, he is gone. As the face of the earth. Without a bye. And remains so in my mind like no other.
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